Monday, May 31, 2010

THE ADVENTURES OF TOM SAWYER (CHAPTER_18 - CHAPTER_20)

 

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Chapter 18                                      
                  Tom Reveals His Dream Secret                             
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  THAT WAS TOM'S GREAT secret- the scheme to return home with his          
brother pirates and attend their own funerals. They had paddled over       
to the Missouri shore on a log, at dusk on Saturday, landing five or       
six miles below the village; they had slept in the woods at the edge       
of the town till nearly daylight, and had then crept through back          
lanes and alleys and finished their sleep in the gallery of the church     
among a chaos of invalided benches.                                        
  At breakfast Monday morning, Aunt Polly and Mary were very loving to     
Tom, and very attentive to his wants. There was an unusual amount of       
talk. In the course of it Aunt Polly said:                                 
  "Well, I don't say it wasn't a fine joke, Tom, to keep everybody         
suffering 'most a week so you boys had a good time, but it is a pity       
you could be so hard-hearted as to let me suffer so. If you could come     
over on a log to go to your funeral, you could have come over and give     
me a hint some way that you warn't dead, but only run off."                
  "Yes, you could have done that, Tom," said Mary; "and I believe          
you would if you had thought of it."                                       
  "Would you Tom?" said Aunt Polly, her face lighting wistfully.           
  "Say, now, would you, if you'd thought of it?"                           
  "I- well I don't know. 'Twould a spoiled everything."                    
  "Tom, I hoped you loved me that much," said Aunt Polly, with a           
grieved tone that discomforted the boy. "It would been something if        
you'd cared enough to think of it, even if you didn't do it."              
  "Now auntie, that ain't any harm," pleaded Mary; "it's only Tom's        
giddy way- he is always in such a rush that he never thinks of             
anything."                                                                 
  "More's the pity. Sid would have thought. And Sid would have come        
and done it, too. Tom, you'll look back, some day, when it's too late,     
and wish you'd cared a little more for me when it would have cost          
you so little."

                                                          
  "Now auntie, you know I do care for you," said Tom.                      
  "I'd know it better if you acted more like it."                          
  "I wish now I'd thought," said Tom, with a repentant tone; "but I        
dreamed about you anyway. That's something, ain't it?"                     
  "It ain't much- a cat does that much- but it's better than               
nothing. What did you dream?"                                              
  "Why Wednesday night I dreamt that you was sitting over there by the     
bed, and Sid was sitting by the wood-box, and Mary next to him."           
  "Well, so we did. So we always do. I'm glad your dreams could take       
even that much trouble about us."                                          
  "And I dreamt that Joe Harper's mother was here."                        
  "Why, she was here! Did you dream any more?"                             
  "O, lots. But it's so dim, now."                                         
  "Well, try to recollect- can't you?"                                     
  "Somehow it seems to me that the wind- the wind blowed the- the-"        
  "Try harder, Tom! The wind did blow something. Come!"                    
  Tom pressed his fingers on his forehead an anxious minute, and           
then said:                                                                 
  "I've got it now! I've got it now! It blowed the candle!"                
  "Mercy on us! Go on, Tom- go on!"                                        
  "And it seems to me that you said, 'Why I believe that that door-'"      
  "Go on, Tom!"                                                            
  "Just let me study a moment- just a moment. O, yes- you said you         
believed the door was open."                                               
  "As I'm a-sitting here, I did! Didn't I, Mary? Go on!"                   
  "And then- and then- well I won't be certain, but it seems like as       
if you made Sid go and- and-"                                              
  "Well? Well? What did I make him do, Tom? What did I make him do?"       
  "You made him- you- O, you made him shut it."                            
  "Well for the land's sake! I never heard the beat of that in all         
my days! Don't tell me there ain't anything in dreams, any more.           
Sereny Harper shall know of this before I'm an hour older. I'd like to     
see her get around this with her rubbage 'bout superstition. Go on,        
Tom!"                                                                      
  "O, it's all getting just as bright as day, now. Next you said I         
warn't bad, only mischeevous and harum-scarum, and not any more            
responsible than- than- I think it was a colt, or something."              
  "And so it was! Well, goodness gracious! Go on, Tom!"                    
  "And then you began to cry."                                             
  "So I did. So I did. Not the first time, neither. And then-"             
  "Then Mrs. Harper she began to cry, and said Joe was just the same       
and she wished she hadn't whipped him for taking cream when she'd          
throwed it out her own self-"                                              
  "Tom! The sperrit was upon you! You was a-prophecying- that's what       
you was doing! Land alive, go on, Tom!"                                    
  "Then Sid he said- he said-"                                             
  "I don't think I said anything," said Sid.                               
  "Yes you did, Sid," said Mary.                                           
  "Shut your heads and let Tom go on! What did he say, Tom?"               
  "He said- I think he said he hoped I was better off where I was gone     
to, but if I'd been better sometimes-"                                     
  "There, d'you hear that! It was his very words!"                         
  "And you shut him up sharp."                                             
  "I lay I did! There must a been an angel there. There was an angel       
there, somewheres!"                                                        
  "And Mrs. Harper told about Joe scaring her with a fire-cracker, and     
you told about Peter and the Pain-killer-"                                 
  "Just as true as I live!"                                                
  "And then there was a whole lot of talk 'bout dragging the river for     
us, and 'bout having the funeral Sunday, and then you and old Miss         
Harper hugged and cried, and she went."                                    
  "It happened just so! It happened just so, as sure as I'm                
a-sitting in these very tracks. Tom you couldn't told it more like, if     
you'd a seen it! And then what? Go on, Tom?"                               
  "Then I thought you prayed for me- and I could see you and hear          
every word you said. And you went to bed, and I was so sorry, that I       
took and wrote on a piece of sycamore bark, 'We ain't dead- we are         
only off being pirates,' and put it on the table by the candle; and        
then you looked so good, laying there asleep, that I thought I went        
and leaned over and kissed you on the lips."                               
  "Did you, Tom, did you! I just forgive you everything for that!" And     
she seized the boy in a crushing embrace that made him feel like the       
guiltiest of villains.                                                     
  "It was very kind, even though it was only a- dream," Sid                
soliloquised just audibly.                                                 
  "Shut up Sid! A body does just the same in a dream as he'd do if         
he was awake. Here's a big Milum apple I've been saving for you Tom,       
if you was ever found again- now go 'long to school. I'm thankful to       
the good God and Father of us all I've got you back, that's                
long-suffering and merciful to them that believe on Him and keep His       
word, though goodness knows I'm unworthy of it, but if only the worthy     
ones got His blessings and had His hand to help them over the rough        
places, there's few enough would smile here or ever enter into His         
rest when the long night comes. Go 'long Sid, Mary, Tom- take              
yourselves off- you've hendered me long enough."                           
  The children left for school, and the old lady to call on Mrs.           
Harper and vanquish her realism with Tom's marvelous dream. Sid had        
better judgment than to utter the thought that was in his mind as he       
left the house. It was this: "Pretty thin- as long a dream as that,        
without any mistakes in it!"                                               
  What a hero Tom was become, now! He did not go skipping and              
prancing, but moved with a dignified swagger as became a pirate who        
felt that the public eye was on him. And indeed it was; he tried not       
to seem to see the looks or hear the remarks as he passed along, but       
they were food and drink to him. Smaller boys than himself flocked         
at his heels, as proud to be seen with him and tolerated by him, as if     
he had been the drummer at the head of a procession or the elephant        
leading a menagerie into town. Boys of his own size pretended not to       
know he had been away at all; but they were consuming with envy,           
nevertheless. They would have given anything to have that swarthy          
sun-tanned skin of his, and his glittering notoriety; and Tom would        
not have parted with either for a circus.                                  
  At school the children made so much of him and of Joe, and delivered     
such eloquent admiration from their eyes, that the two heroes were not     
long in becoming insufferably "stuck-up." They began to tell their         
adventures to hungry listeners- but they only began; it was not a          
thing likely to have an end, with imaginations like theirs to              
furnish material. And finally, when they got out their pipes and           
went serenely puffing around, the very summit of glory was reached.        
  Tom decided that he could be independent of Becky Thatcher now.          
Glory was sufficient. He would live for glory. Now that he was             
distinguished, maybe she would be wanting to "make up." Well, let her-     
she should see that he could be as indifferent as some other people.       
Presently she arrived. Tom pretended not to see her. He moved away and     
joined a group of boys and girls and began to talk. Soon he observed       
that she was tripping gayly back and forth with flushed face and           
dancing eyes, pretending to be busy chasing school-mates, and              
screaming with laughter when she made a capture; but he noticed that       
she always made her captures in his vicinity, and that she seemed to       
cast a conscious eye in his direction at such times, too. It gratified     
all the vicious vanity that was in him; and so, instead of winning him     
it only "set him up" the more and made him the more diligent to            
avoid betraying that he knew she was about. Presently she gave over        
skylarking, and moved irresolutely about, sighing once or twice and        
glancing furtively and wistfully toward Tom. Then she observed that        
now Tom was talking more particularly to Amy Lawrence than to any          
one else. She felt a sharp pang and grew disturbed and uneasy at once.     
She tried to go away, but her feet were treacherous, and carried her       
to the group instead. She said to a girl almost at Tom's elbow- with       
sham vivacity:                                                             
  "Why Mary Austin! you bad girl, why didn't you come to                   
Sunday-school?"                                                            
  "I did come- didn't you see me?"                                         
  "Why no! Did you? Where did you sit?"                                    
  "I was in Miss Peter's class, where I always go. I saw you."             
  "Did you? Why it's funny I didn't see you. I wanted to tell you          
about the picnic."                                                         
  "O, that's jolly. Who's going to give it?"                               
  "My ma's going to let me have one."                                      
  "O, goody; I hope she'll let me come."                                   
  "Well she will. The picnic's for me. She'll let anybody come that        
I want, and I want you."                                                   
  "That's ever so nice. When is it going to be?"                           
  "By and by. Maybe about vacation."                                       
  "O, won't it be fun! You going to have all the girls and boys?"          
  "Yes, every one that's friends to me- or wants to be;" and she           
glanced ever so furtively at Tom, but he talked right along to Amy         
Lawrence about the terrible storm on the island, and how the lightning     
tore the great sycamore tree "all to flinders" while he was                
"standing within three feet of it."                                        
  "O, may I come?" said Gracie Miller.                                     
  "Yes."                                                                   
  "And me?" said Sally Rogers.                                             
  "Yes."                                                                   
  "And me, too?" said Susy Harper. "And Joe?"                              
  "Yes."                                                                   
  And so on, with clapping of joyful hands till all the group had          
begged for invitations but Tom and Amy. Then Tom turned coolly away,       
still talking, and took Amy with him. Becky's lips trembled and the        
tears came to her eyes; she hid these signs with a forced gayety and       
went on chattering, but the life had gone out of the picnic, now,          
and out of everything else; she got away as soon as she could and          
hid herself and had what her sex call "a good cry." Then she sat           
moody, with wounded pride till the bell rang. She roused up, now, with     
a vindictive cast in her eye, and gave her plaited tails a shake and       
said she knew what she'd do.                                               
  At recess Tom continued his flirtation with Amy with jubilant            
self-satisfaction. And he kept drifting about to find Becky and            
lacerate her with the performance. At last he spied her, but there was     
a sudden falling of his mercury. She was sitting cosily on a little        
bench behind the school-house looking at a picture book with Alfred        
Temple- and so absorbed were they, and their heads so close together       
over the book that they did not seem to be conscious of anything in        
the world beside. Jealousy ran red hot through Tom's veins. He began       
to hate himself for throwing away the chance Becky had offered for a       
reconciliation. He called himself a fool, and all the hard names he        
could think of. He wanted to cry with vexation. Amy chatted happily        
along, as they walked, for her heart was singing, but Tom's tongue had     
lost its function. He did not hear what Amy was saying, and whenever       
she paused expectantly he could only stammer an awkward assent,            
which was as often misplaced as otherwise. He kept drifting to the         
rear of the schoolhouse, again and again, to sear his eye-balls with       
the hateful spectacle there. He could not help it. And it maddened him     
to see, as he thought he saw, that Becky Thatcher never once suspected     
that he was even in the land of the living. But she did see,               
nevertheless; and she knew she was winning her fight, too, and was         
glad to see him suffer as she had suffered.                                
  Amy's happy prattle became intolerable. Tom hinted at things he          
had to attend to; things that must be done; and time was fleeting. But     
in vain- the girl chirped on. Tom thought, "O hang her, ain't I ever       
going to get rid of her?" At last he must be attending to those            
things; and she said artlessly that she would be "around" when             
school let out. And he hastened away, hating her for it.                   
  "Any other boy!" Tom thought, grating his teeth. "Any boy in the         
whole town but that Saint Louis smarty that thinks he dresses so           
fine and is aristocracy! O, all right, I licked you the first day          
you ever saw this town, mister, and I'll lick you again! You just wait     
till I catch you out! I'll just take and-"                                 
  And he went through the motions of thrashing an imaginary boy-           
pummeling the air, and kicking and gouging. "O, you do, do you? You        
holler 'nough, do you? Now, then, let that learn you!" And so the          
imaginary flogging was finished to his satisfaction.                       
  Tom fled home at noon. His conscience could not endure any more of       
Amy's grateful happiness, and his jealousy could bear no more of the       
other distress. Becky resumed her picture-inspections with Alfred, but     
as the minutes dragged along and no Tom came to suffer, her triumph        
began to cloud and she lost interest; gravity and absent-mindedness        
followed, and then melancholy; two or three times she pricked up her       
ear at a footstep, but it was a false hope; no Tom came. At last she       
grew entirely miserable and wished she hadn't carried it so far.           
When poor Alfred, seeing that he was losing her, he did not know           
how, and kept exclaiming: "O here's a jolly one! look at this!" she        
lost patience at last, and said, "O, don't bother me! I don't care for     
them!" and burst into tears, and got up and walked away.                   
  Alfred dropped alongside and was going to try to comfort her, but        
she said:                                                                  
  "Go away and leave me alone, can't you! I hate you!"                     
  So the boy halted, wondering what he could have done- for she had        
said she would look at pictures all through the nooning- and she           
walked on, crying. Then Alfred went musing into the deserted               
schoolhouse. He was humiliated and angry. He easily guessed his way to     
the truth- the girl had simply made a convenience of him to vent her       
spite upon Tom Sawyer. He was far from hating Tom the less when this       
thought occurred to him. He wished there was some way to get that          
boy into trouble without much risk to himself. Tom's spelling book         
fell under his eye. Here was his opportunity. He gratefully opened         
to the lesson for the afternoon and poured ink upon the page.              
  Becky, glancing in at a window behind him at the moment, saw the         
act, and moved on, without discovering herself. She started                
homeward, now, intending to find Tom and tell him; Tom would be            
thankful and their troubles would be healed. Before she was half way       
home, however, she had changed her mind. The thought of Tom's              
treatment of her when she was talking about her picnic came                
scorching back and filled her with shame. She resolved to let him          
get whipped on the damaged spelling-book's account, and to hate him        
forever, into the bargain.                                                 
                                                                           
CHAPTER_19                                                                 
                           Chapter 19                                      
                 The Cruelty of "I Didn't Think"                           
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  TOM ARRIVED AT HOME in a dreary mood, and the first thing his aunt       
said to him showed him that he had brought his sorrows to an               
unpromising market:                                                        
  "Tom, I've a notion to skin you alive!"                                  
  "Auntie, what have I done?"                                              
  "Well, you've done enough. Here I go over to Sereny Harper, like         
an old softy, expecting I'm going to make her believe all that rubbage     
about that dream, when lo and behold you she'd found out from Joe that     
you was over here and heard all the talk we had that night. Tom I          
don't know what is to become of a boy that will act like that. It          
makes me feel so bad to think you could let me go to Sereny Harper and     
make such a fool of myself and never say a word."                          
  This was a new aspect of the thing. His smartness of the morning had     
seemed to Tom a good joke before, and very ingenious. It merely looked     
mean and shabby now. He hung his head and could not think of               
anything to say for a moment. Then he said:                                
  "Auntie, I wish I hadn't done it- but I didn't think."                   
  "O, child you never think. You never think of anything but your          
own selfishness. You could think to come all the way over here from        
Jackson's Island in the night to laugh at our troubles, and you            
could think to fool me with a lie about a dream; but you couldn't ever     
think to pity us and save us from sorrow."                                 
  "Auntie, I know now it was mean, but I didn't mean to be mean. I         
didn't, honest. And besides I didn't come over here to laugh at you        
that night."                                                               
  "What did you come for, then?"                                           
  "It was to tell you not to be uneasy about us, because we hadn't got     
drownded."                                                                 
  "Tom, Tom, I would be the thankfullest soul in this world if I could     
believe you ever had as good a thought as that, but you know you never     
did- and I know it, Tom."                                                  
  "Indeed and 'deed I did, auntie- I wish I may never stir if I            
didn't."                                                                   
  "O, Tom, don't lie- don't do it. It only makes things a hundred          
times worse."                                                              
  "It ain't a lie, auntie, it's the truth. I wanted to keep you from       
grieving- that was all that made me come."                                 
  "I'd give the whole world to believe that- it would cover up a power     
of sins, Tom. I'd most be glad you'd run off and acted so bad. But         
it ain't reasonable; because, why didn't you tell me, child?"              
  "Why, you see, auntie, when you got to talking about the funeral,        
I just got all full of the idea of our coming and hiding in the            
church, and I couldn't somehow bear to spoil it. So I just put the         
bark back in my pocket and kept mum."                                      
  "What bark?"                                                             
  "The bark I had wrote on to tell you we'd gone pirating. I wish,         
now, you'd waked up when I kissed you- I do, honest."                      
  The hard lines in his aunt's face relaxed and a sudden tenderness        
dawned in her eyes.                                                        
  "Did you kiss me, Tom?"                                                  
  "Why yes I did."                                                         
  "Are you sure you did, Tom?"                                             
  "Why yes I did, auntie- certain sure."                                   
  "What did you kiss me for, Tom?"                                         
  "Because I loved you so, and you laid there moaning and I was so         
sorry."                                                                    
  The words sounded like truth. The old lady could not hide a tremor       
in her voice when she said:                                                
  "Kiss me again, Tom!- and be off with you to school, now, and            
don't bother me any more."                                                 
  The moment he was gone, she ran to a closet and got out the ruin         
of a jacket which Tom had gone pirating in. Then she stopped, with         
it in her hand, and said to herself.                                       
  "No, I don't dare. Poor boy, I reckon he's lied about it- but it's a     
blessed, blessed lie, there's such comfort come from it. I hope the        
Lord- I know the Lord will forgive him, because it was such                
good-heartedness in him to tell it. But I don't want to find out           
it's a lie. I won't look."                                                 
  She put the jacket away, and stood by musing a minute. Twice she put     
out her hand to take the garment again, and twice she refrained.           
Once more she ventured, and this time she fortified herself with the       
thought: "It's a good lie- it's a good lie- I won't let it grieve me."     
So she sought the jacket pocket. A moment later she was reading            
Tom's piece of bark through flowing tears and saying: "I could forgive     
the boy, now, if he'd committed a million sins!"                           
                                                                           
CHAPTER_20                                                                 
                           Chapter 20                                      
                  Tom Takes Becky's Punishment                             
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  THERE WAS SOMETHING about Aunt Polly's manner, when she kissed           
Tom, that swept away his low spirits and made him lighthearted and         
happy again. He started to school and had the luck of coming upon          
Becky Thatcher at the head of Meadow Lane. His mood always                 
determined his manner. Without a moment's hesitation he ran to her and     
said:                                                                      
  "I acted mighty mean to-day, Becky, and I'm so sorry. I won't            
ever, ever do that way again, as long as ever I live- please make          
up, won't you?"                                                            
  The girl stopped and looked him scornfully in the face:                  
  "I'll thank you to keep yourself to yourself, Mr. Thomas Sawyer.         
I'll never speak to you again."                                            
  She tossed her head and passed on. Tom was so stunned that he had        
not even presence of mind enough to say "Who cares, Miss Smarty?"          
until the right time to say it had gone by. So he said nothing. But he     
was in a fine rage, nevertheless. He moped into the school-yard            
wishing she were a boy, and imagining how he would trounce her if          
she were. He presently encountered her and delivered a stinging remark     
as he passed. She hurled one in return, and the angry breach was           
complete. It seemed to Becky, in her hot resentment, that she could        
hardly wait for school to "take in," she was so impatient to see Tom       
flogged for the injured spelling-book. If she had had lingering notion     
of exposing Alfred Temple, Tom's offensive fling had driven it             
entirely away.                                                             
  Poor girl, she did not know how fast she was nearing trouble             
herself. The master, Mr. Dobbins, had reached middle age with an           
unsatisfied ambition. The darling of his desires was to be a doctor,       
but poverty had decreed that he should be nothing higher than a            
village schoolmaster. Every day he took a mysterious book out of his       
desk and absorbed himself in it at times when no classes were              
reciting. He kept that book under lock and key. There was not an           
urchin in school but was perishing to have a glimpse of it, but the        
chance never came. Every boy and girl had a theory about the nature of     
that book; but no two theories were alike, and there was no way of         
getting at the facts in the case. Now, as Becky was passing by the         
desk, which stood near the door, she noticed that the key was in the       
lock! It was a precious moment. She glanced around; found herself          
alone, and the next instant she had the book in her hands. The title       
page- Professor somebody's "Anatomy"- carried no information to her        
mind; so she began to turn the leaves. She came at once upon a             
handsomely engraved and colored frontispiece- a human figure, stark        
naked. At that moment a shadow fell on the page and Tom Sawyer stepped     
in at the door, and caught a glimpse of the picture. Becky snatched at     
the book to close it, and had the hard luck to tear the pictured           
page half down the middle. She thrust the volume into the desk, turned     
the key, and burst out crying with shame and vexation.                     
  "Tom Sawyer, you are just as mean as you can be, to sneak up on a        
person and look at what they're looking at."                               
  "How could I know you was looking at anything?"                          
  "You ought to be ashamed of yourself Tom Sawyer; you know you're         
going to tell on me, and O, what shall I do, what shall I do! I'll         
be whipped, and I never was whipped in school."                            
  Then she stamped her little foot and said:                               
  "Be so mean if you want to! I know something that's going to happen.     
You just wait and you'll see! Hateful, hateful, hateful!"- and she         
flung out of the house with a new explosion of crying.                     
  Tom stood still, rather flustered by this onslaught. Presently he        
said to himself.                                                           
  "What a curious kind of a fool a girl is. Never been licked in           
school! Shucks, what's a licking! That's just like a girl- they're so      
thin-skinned and chicken-hearted. Well, of course I ain't going to         
tell old Dobbins on this little fool, because there's other ways of        
getting even on her, that ain't so mean; but what of it? Old Dobbins       
will ask who it was tore his book. Nobody'll answer. Then he'll do         
just the way he always does- ask first one and then t'other, and           
when he comes to the right girl he'll know it, without any telling.        
Girls' faces always tell on them. They ain't got any backbone.             
She'll get licked. Well, it's a kind of a tight place for Becky            
Thatcher, because there ain't any way out of it." Tom conned the thing     
a moment longer and then added: "All right, though; she'd like to          
see me in just such a fix- let her sweat it out!"                          
  Tom joined the mob of skylarking scholars outside. In a few              
moments the master arrived and school "took in." Tom did not feel a        
strong interest in his studies. Every time he stole a glance at the        
girls' side of the room Becky's face troubled him. Considering all         
things, he did not want to pity her, and yet it was all he could do to     
help it. He could get up no exultation that was really worthy the          
name. Presently the spelling-book discovery was made, and Tom's mind       
was entirely full of his own matters for a while after that. Becky         
roused up from her lethargy of distress and showed good interest in        
the proceedings. She did not expect that Tom could get out of his          
trouble by denying that he spilt the ink on the book himself, and          
she was right. The denial only seemed to make the thing worse for Tom.     
Becky supposed she would be glad of that, and she tried to believe she     
was glad of it, but she found she was not certain. When the worst came     
to the worst, she had an impulse to get up and tell on Alfred              
Temple, but she made an effort and forced herself to keep still-           
because, said she to herself, "he'll tell about me tearing the             
picture, sure. I wouldn't say a word, not to save his life!"               
  Tom took his whipping and went back to his seat not at all               
brokenhearted, for he thought it was possible that he had                  
unknowingly upset the ink on the spelling-book himself, in some            
skylarking bout- he had denied it for form's sake and because it was       
custom, and had stuck to the denial from principle.                        
  A whole hour drifted by, the master sat nodding in his throne, the       
air was drowsy with the hum of study. By and by, Mr. Dobbins               
straightened himself up, yawned, then unlocked his desk, and reached       
for his book, but seemed undecided whether to take it out or leave it.     
Most of the pupils glanced up languidly, but there were two among them     
that watched his movements with intent eyes. Mr. Dobbins fingered          
his book absently for a while, then took it out and settled himself in     
his chair to read! Tom shot a glance at Becky. He had seen a hunted        
and helpless rabbit look as she did, with a gun leveled at its head.       
Instantly he forgot his quarrel with her. Quick- something must be         
done! done in a flash, too! But the very imminence of the emergency        
paralyzed his invention. Good!- he had an inspiration! He would run        
and snatch the book, spring through the door and fly. But his              
resolution shook for one little instant, and the chance was lost-          
the master opened the volume. If Tom only had the wasted opportunity       
back again! Too late; there was no help for Becky now, he said. The        
next moment the master faced the school. Every eye sunk under his          
gaze. There was that in it which smote even the innocent with fear.        
There was silence while one might count ten; the master was                
gathering his wrath. Then he spoke:                                        
  "Who tore this book?"                                                    
  There was not a sound. One could have heard a pin drop. The              
stillness continued; the master searched face after face for signs         
of guilt.                                                                  
  "Benjamin Rogers, did you tear this book?"                               
  A denial. Another pause.                                                 
  "Joseph Harper, did you?"                                                
  Another denial. Tom's uneasiness grew more and more intense under        
the slow torture of these proceedings. The master scanned the ranks of     
boys- considered a while, then turned to the girls:                        
  "Amy Lawrence?"                                                          
  A shake of the head.                                                     
  "Gracie Miller?"                                                         
  The same sign.                                                           
  "Susan Harper, did you do this?"                                         
  Another negative. The next girl was Becky Thatcher. Tom was              
trembling from head to foot with excitement and a sense of the             
hopelessness of the situation.                                             
  "Rebecca Thatcher," (Tom glanced at her face- it was white with          
terror,)- "did you tear- no, look me in the face"- (her hands rose         
in appeal)- "did you tear this book?"                                      
  A thought shot like lightning through Tom's brain. He sprang to          
his feet and shouted-                                                      
  "I done it!"                                                             
  The school stared in perplexity at this incredible folly. Tom            
stood a moment, to gather his dismembered faculties; and when he           
stepped forward to go to his punishment the surprise, the gratitude,       
the adoration that shone upon him out of poor Becky's eyes seemed          
pay enough for a hundred floggings. Inspired by the splendor of his        
own act, he took without an outcry the most merciless flaying that         
even Mr. Dobbins had ever administered; and also received with             
indifference the added cruelty of a command to remain two hours            
after school should be dismissed- for he knew who would wait for him       
outside till his captivity was done, and not count the tedious time as     
loss, either.                                                              
  Tom went to bed that night planning vengeance against Alfred Temple;     
for with shame and repentance Becky had told him all, not forgetting       
her own treachery; but even the longing for vengeance had to give way,     
soon, to pleasanter musings, and he fell asleep at last, with              
Becky's latest words lingering dreamily in his ear-                        
  "Tom, how could you be so noble!"

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